© 2009 Dear Public Project
Me and my boyfriend found this entry on a post off of Limestone even though as I slumped to the house because of my over excessive drinking he read this to me the whole way home and I can't tell you enough how happy I am you feel this way because I don't have to be alone. I weigh about 130 pounds and about 5'10" and people all the time say I am really thin but there are times when I feel like there is that constant pressure to be thin. -sas
222@16 - 258@19, when does it end? I have ate and purged, starved and done every diet on the planet. How does one feel when they are responsible for raising a girl in this society and at 2 years old she is outside listening to you purge. At 33 (the end of Jesus's life) to have surgery to lose weight only to almost die on the table, only to be able to walk for a few more years. When does it end? I got down to a size 8 after taking a year to survive life threatening surgery. Now I feel pounds creeping on, what is next? Life, Death, Surgery...When will it end?